if I..

If I walked, what you come after me?
If I decided to never see you again, would you want to change that?
If I decided to kiss you, would you kiss me back?
If I wanted to be your girlfriend, would you let me?
Most importantly, if I said I love you, would you love me too?
Theese are some thoughts that are going through my mind about some guy that I have emotions, aka feelings for. I often wonder if I'm wasting my time wondering whether or not I should wait or not, because all I would ever be is a friend to him.
Sigh, I just wish for answer.